
Here is a mud shot of me.
I am at the airport and I made it through tsa/security. So now waiting to go on my flight. Anyways peace and wish me luck. Only a few hours until I see my boyfriend in person.
Almost
Just a few more hours and I will be at the airport to leave to California to see my boyfriend.
Food I made today. On top is fried rice and I added plain rice too with ca kho. Ca kho in English is simmered fish. Though I put too much soy sauce and made it taste too salty. That’s why it so brown. My mom end up laughing because she thought it was funny, but she told me next time I would make better. She is a pro at making ca kho tho!
Then the bottom picture I made blueberry chocolate muffins. What I dislike is that I didn’t add enough sugar. So it taste kinda plain. -_-
When I cook some food from scratch I sometimes end up forgetting some ingredients or just end up putting too much or too little spice. lmao Epic fail of me. Though at least I am practicing as I go. STILL EPIC FAIL.
Tomorrow
Tomorrow I will see my boyfriend for the first time in person. I met him online last year. So it’s long distance. It’s a really long story and I know a lot of people think I am crazy and I feel bad for lying to my parents because they think I am going on a road trip with my friend to visit a college that I think I might to transfer that is like 3 hours away from home. My dad told my mom that during prayer he wants to pray extra so that I can be safe on my “road trip.” I almost cried during prayer and I can’t even sleep yet. I learned that I am a clingy person and that he is busy a lot. I didn’t know that he took on 18 credit hours during the semester and working a lot at a retail. He even runs his own business to earn more money. He is trying to earn more money so that he can stay in college, support his dad, and such. We just talked and he said that he is sorry that we can’t always talk as much as we used to. We don’t talk as much as we used to last year, plus there were some dramas. I did caused the dramas tho.. I wonder if he holds that against me? I don’t want to talk about the drama because whoever reads my posts, I don’t want them to think I’m playing a game on my boyfriend. Which I am not and I hope he isn’t playing any games on me either just because I hurt him badly back then. He said that I cheated on him with my ex, but I broke up with him for my ex.. I regretted it. I will see how things will go when I meet him in person. Friends tell me if he treats me bad in person than I should dump him because how I told my friends about him they think he is a douche. Tho I learned it’s not him, it’s how stress he is. In a way how he talks about work, he kinda sounds like my brother. They both work a lot and I think if they met in person they would get along so well. Awkward to say. Anyways goodnight Tumblr! I am excited for tomorrow, yet also nervous too. Nervous because I lied to my parents, but if they ever do find out that I lied to them, I am prepared to face the consequences. I’m not a child anymore, but how they treat me is like one at times. That is why I would like to do something on my own for once. Some people think I am insane. Some people tell me to go for it. If anything goes bad I have 911 on speed dial and a backup plan. Although I don’t believe anything bad will happen.
Peace out and goodnight Tumblr!

New haircut and no makeup on. I look sleepy and I am somewhat tan. Ooh and bad lighting. xD
I made this during the weekend, but wanted to share it. I saw my friend making banana muffins. I was like OMG I wanna make some! I made some from memory from seeing how she made it and just added blueberries :p
Tho I know my friend hates blueberries. >_<
My left over potato casserole. I think I put too much mayo. :l
I think this would taste better for Thanksgiving. xD;
2 More Days
2 more days until I see my bf! I am packing things up and planning things out. I only get to see him for like 3 days. :l After I visit him, I will go up to New York to visit my family for a whole month. For me I rather be in California for a whole month with bf. Tho we will see how the first visit goes.



